This month, I have been “forced” to deal with my past intensively. The first reason is that I took the Reiki class. After the 1st level of Reiki class, I have to experience a 21-day cleaning process. The process may bring out some past experience from the past. For me, oh boy, it was hell of a ride. The thing is, when you re-experience your past, do you have a different viewpoint now? Or, you are still stuck in the hatreds, anger, and all other negative emotions and torturing yourself for the second time? Another thing is that are you really having a new viewpoint or do you just tell yourself that you have a new viewpoint? I have heard too many people said the following:
“I thought I have forgiven him/her, but I didn’t.”
“I can understand why he/she did it. I will just let it go.”
“It’s in the past. I will move on.”
I have seen too many people that think they have let go but they still carry those burdens for the rest of their life. Why? It’s your brain that is tricking you. You think it’s reasonable to do so. Did you 100% feel that it’s the right way to do and you have determined to do it? It’s like the queen in Snow White. She kept asked the magic mirror if she’s the prettiest one among them all. If she believed she’s the prettiest one when the mirror said so, why would she keep asking? No, she’d never believed in it. She knew by heart she’s not the prettiest one. (I have to say this may not be the most clear example.) Ok, in other words, there’s something underneath your forgiveness or moving-on speech that reflects what you really feel. You may feel angry. You may feel sad. You may feel like a victim. You may feel like deserted. It that something to trigger that heartache when you see your ex mucking his/her significant other. You think you have let it go, but you haven’t. Not at all…Ok, so…What can we do? (I really want say Avatar mini courses are extremely effective but you will “think” I am just too fond of it. Try it once! Then, you can tell me if that’s the truth.) One simple method to help is to breathe diaphragmatically (conscious breathing/ belly breathing). Then, when you give the forgiveness speech, try to see if you feel really lighter after saying that. Or, you are still stuck in some negative emotions. It’s not a good sign. You should be able to feel delighted, light, or have that smile on your face unconsciously. It is because you really release the negative emotions/energy from your body. You are not withholding it anymore. It’s not like, “yeah, you are just saying it.” You said that about other people, right? “Yeah, he’s just saying it.” How about you? Are you just saying it? Do you really know it by heart? Feel it. Don’t think about it…Try it!
Law of Attraction is H.O.T. these days. Yeah, I believe in it, too. Anyway…I just read some terrible news online. It’s related to several deaths and I don’t wanna mention the content. The point is, “what attracts danger to you?” Ladies and Gentlemen, it’s you who attract the danger to you! I know, I know…You may be pissed by now and saying why you would attract danger to yourself. It doesn’t make sense, you may argue with me. No, gals and pals, your brain is not saying that you want danger, damage, or harm. It’s the fear generated from your heart to attract them. You have fear because you think the environment or the subjects are dangerous. Let me give you an example. How many of you have been to some National Parks with bear habitant? Ok, never mind. If you are a good boy or girl and visiting the visitor center upon arrival, you will be taught how to deal with these non-huggable creatures in real life. When you see a bear, first rule is that DON’T RUN. Please, please don’t make yourself look like a prey. What will make you look like a prey? No, no…it’s not your yummy look. It’s the fear of being eaten. Now, it’s starting to make sense, right? When you bump into the bear, you have to first remain calm. Yes, darling, you have to first remain calm. Animals have intents to hunt. Human beings are no exception. What would criminals to hunt for? Victims! What makes someone to look like a victim? Fear, duh~ You are afraid of being harmed. Yes, it’s the other side of the Law of Attraction that you wouldn’t want to pay attention to. Unfortunately, it’s there unless you overcome it. So, first thing to remember is to remain calm. How to do that? Well, if a deep breathe doesn’t help, try some quick affirmations. You have to read it like you really believe in it (if you are unable to manage that, please try mini course #6 Belief Management of Avatar. Google it!) Some examples are:
- I am courageous.
- I am always safe.
- I am calm and love myself.
Remember, only you can decide and create your life. It’s your responsibility, not others. Love yourself. May we have an enlightened planetary civilization soon.
Ok, every one in the US knows that Spring equals allergy season. Yeah, if you don’t know, the endless TV allergy med commercials would ensure you know that. I didn’t really pay attention to that since I don’t suffer from much allergy since Avatar courses. Yesterday, I was iming my dear girl friend and suddenly realized this may connect to group conscience again. Spring is the season of renewal and rebirth energy. No one on earth can avoid indulging in this energy. What happens if you resist it? You sneeze, you tear, and you cough. All physical conditions result from mental conditions. If you have a running nose, you just have some resistance. If you can’t stop your teary eyes, it indicates that you don’t want to face the reality that you are currently powerless to create your renewal in your time. Therefore, your body, which is reflecting the thoughts that you don’t want to face your hopeless life (in your own definition), starts some mechanism to blur your eyes so that you don’t have to see the world clearly. If you cough, as usual, you can’t say what you always want to say and you desire others’ attention on you. People, don’t blame the increasing pollen count in the air. Pollen carries a lot of rebirth and renewal energy. Of course, it is the key for the second generation. Let’s just sit down and try to relax. Stop saying that once Spring is over, the hay fever will disappear. It’s time for you to examine what you have desired to change. If you really can’t make a revolution, try first to appreciate what you have with some affirmations. You can find some good affirmations from Louise Hay’s cards and books. Read it until you believe in it. Remember, it’s your body. You are your body’s master. Only you can control it. Good luck!
When you know what you love, are you taking the things you like along the way to delay reaching the one? It’s a tough choice. It’s like I heard from one of the DVDs, either The Secret or You Can Heal Your Life. It’s a road in dark and you can only see the 20 meters with your light on (or eyes open). After you proceed another 20 meters, you can see the next 20 meters. You know where the road leads to based on previous information. The one is at the end of the road at least before. You do have doubt if the one is still there when you reach there. You would see so many beautiful creatures along the road to lure you (or at least you think they are luring you). You stop a little bit while and those creatures smile at you. Or, they follow you for a little while. Then, you doubt, “is it worth it to keep walking down the road in the dark? The one may not be there when you reach the end.” You look at those beautiful creatures, struggle, and feel exhausted walking for so long alone. Your mind tells you to stop and enjoy it, or you can’t tell if it’s your heart or your mind to tell you to enjoy it. Tears drop. You are not sure what to do. You feel something is not right. You are sad. People indoctrinate us to compromise. “You should choose who loves you more but not whom you love more,” said my many many many friends. It’s hard to aim for finishing that long and seemly endless road. Now, you are sad. You are afraid of getting nothing at the end. You wanna stop, following into the same old patterns you’ve been having. Life always gives you choices. It’s like an unbalanced if –then-else tree. If you go for the “then-else” branch, you will fall into that “then else” endless trail. Is it better than nothing if you find out the one has left when you reach the end of the road? You tell yourself that at least I visit so many branches and experience life. Is that real joy? Do you feel empty-hearted at night? People always make choices either providing them the best ever or the least worst ever. Your life; your choice. I used to have answers in every of my articles. I am sorry but I don’t have one single answer in this one so far because I just feel exhausted in the middle of the road. May everyone be truly happy in your life. That’s the only thing I can say now…Bye for now, my dear explores…May the love within be with you...
So, continue to talk about career decisions...Besides doing something that can make you have a smile on the face
and allow you to do it as smoothly as sliding on the ice, try to locate something that you can do it without brain
or something that you can't help seeing ideas pop-up about it all the time. And, that thing has to make you feel
fulfilled, with that smile again, of course, when it's accomplished. You shouldn't feel fulfilled because someone
compliments on your work afterwards. Your fulfillment should, I wanna say never but let's use a more gentle word,
N.O.T just depends on others' reaction. In the end, it should be you who's feeling your own feeling but not others'
feeling by the end of the day. If, just if, that job can make you pop-up ideas during sleep and you can't wait to jump out of bed to realize it, you definitely have to overcome all other obstacles to remain working in that job forever. It's simple. Do you want to work woth a job while yawning all day long or do you want to have a job making you feel energetic everyday? Again, it's obvious, isn't it? But let's face it, who can really go for it. I just faced the choice 4 weeks ago. Yes, a job I fall in love with but with low low pay. The other one is with a salary more that twice of the one I love. Trust me, I asked my tarot cards more than ten times. Well, in the end, my very good friend told me one thing, "follow your heart". You think that's easy? Giviing up a job with may get you close to 100 grand in total annually? Nah, it ain't easy. I chose the one I love. And, let me tell you. I know I won't regret. In the end, only the job you love can bring you more prosperity you can ever imagine. When you do something with heart, you can reach that ultimate success sky-rocking fast! This is not a 100% proper example but let me just mention this. In Japan, many restuarants only sell one kind of food. Just one kind! However, once you have it, you can tell how much effort they have put into that one kind of food. And, they may need to get up at 4am and work until late night. They just don't feel tired. Guess what? Everyday, people just line up to get that one kind of food for hours. Cause it's GOOD! I personally am not a fan of 18-hours work per day. I just believe doing somethiing you love should be something we are all after. That's it...(and I spent so many words on it...) May you all find THE job soon~
