1 post tagged “#55”
Ok...so...For the aura-soma therapy, 4 bottles have to be chosen. When a person applies them to the body, he/she starts with the second one he/she chooses, then the third, then the fourth, finally the first one. After that terrifying #27 divorce bottle (my second one), I was happy to move on. However, when I looked into the information on #55, I was like WHAT THE HELL!!??? The main theme is "To Develop Sacrificial Love". I was cursing somebody I-don't-know whom when I saw the words. #*)$(&(*^&*(&*(@@_)($#$%!!! God! I need to sacrifice more? Jesus Chris Mother Theresa! Anyway, I still applied it. I used 80% of it before I went to Avatar Wizard Course 2008. In the course, I suddenly realized how easeful and delightful one person can be with unconditional love. It's still somehow hard for me to achieve 100% now though. I was listening to Harry Palmer's talk in the course one day. He mentioned the force of pushing and pulling. Thanks to that alien (my belief) Newton, we know whenever we are apply force on one thing, there must be some counterforce existing. So, it applies. If you do put desire on something, there must be some resistence. My realization was that if someone is with conditional love, this person suffers from a belief of insufficient love. Ok...in a relationship...If you are asking for return, you must feel that you are not loved enough. Otherwise, why are you asking for something in return? However, when you feel you don't have enough love in you, how can you give love to others? You already feel scarcity. You yell at others saying you've been giving out so much. Ohh boy, you really didn't give much since you have fear of not having enough already. So, yeah...I have to say that giving without asking anything back is hard. I felt dizzy when I first did that. Thanks God I have rose quartz and other crystals with love energy to fill my heart chakra. Thanks to our mother earth! Praise her! Of course, the pink Pomander helped, too! Use whatever you can get to help you. Again, I can't say this too many times. Ok, back to the force...more pushing, more pulling. Both sides will suffer from the force of confrontation. One side has to let go first. It's hard. And, I am still learning...After the course, I finished the bottle in 3 days. I was so ready to move on to my next bottle. Wait, what's the affirmation of #92? Ohh, you have to chant the affirmation when applying aura-soma on your body and believe in it to make it work. "Before enlightment: chop wood, carry water. After enlightment: chop wood, carry water"!!??? WTH??? Sorry, Ms. Vicky Wall, I cursed again. I know aura-soma is good. My bad! I haven't and any insight on applying #92 yet. Hope I will get it soon. And, Gosh...my first bottle is even worse...don't even want to think about it now...Let me just hypnotize myself now...Applying them all...it's for my own good and cleaning up...Applying them all....(feeling like cursing again...better stop here...)
