1 post tagged “asthma”

Ok, since I weat my Seraphnite, I can't stop posting. Actually, whenever I wear it, I do something I wouldn't do in the past. In a good way, I think...Like two days before, I met a 6 or 7 year old boy in front of the supermarket. He was trying to sell me chocolate. He's so skinny and tiny with those big shiny eyes. "Do you want to buy some chocolate," he asked me carefully. I looked at him, "I don't eat chocolate (yeah, right...I just don't eat bad chocolate and I only eat dark)." I was ready to leave him but something poped up from out of nowhere. I turned back and walked to him, "you know what? I will buy two." He looked surprised with delight. "Wait, here is the deal," I continued. "I will buy two but I won't take them. You will have these two and you can give them to the people you like." His eyes went bigger. "Ok?" I smiled at him. He coughed, paused, then nodded. I gave him 5 dollars. He went to his older brother and get a one-dollar change. "So, you understand the deal? You give the chocolate to..." "Whoever I want," he was so delighted. "Good, let's shake hands. We have a deal," I shaked his weak and cold hand, then I left with saying see-you-later. I never bought things in this kind of situation. I did anyway. Ok, anyway...

Back to Asthma...I never really had Asthma. I had symptoms close to Asthma when I was in high school. I could suddenly hardly breath for half minutes. No harm was really done. What happened then? I felt disapproval. I felt unsupported. And, I couldn't feel the love at all. It's not just me. My dear friend Grace used to have Asthma since elementary school. I confirmed with her. She suffered from the same. Her mom disapproved her. She couldn't feel the support from anyone and she was so isolated. Yeah, I felt isolated in my family at that time also. I have to say not everyone would encounter Asthma under the same situation. Children who are more sensitive are more likely to suffer from it, like one of me ex boyfriends. He claimed he couldn't feel the love and support he used to have after his younger sister was born. Ok, me, Grace, and my ex-bf all have overcome Asthma. For my ex-bf, he just affirmed that he could support himself and didn't need others' approval. For me and Grace, we are lucky to obtain a lot of ove from our dear friends now and we treasure that. Once again, different affirmations work for the same situation. The point is to make yourself feel supported, no matter where that comes from. Either it's your determination or it's other's love, just believe in it!