3 posts tagged “crystal”
Yeah yeah, just yesterday, I felt lack of love again. I have been busy consulting other friends but forgot to handle my own problems. I have been wondering if I will meet that guy in the incoming Avatar course again. I am not sure if other people have this kind of experience. When you stand next to someone, you just feel the temperature in the environment around you ( not on you) has gone higher and higher. I asked my crystal healing master. She said it means you and that guy have karma. HOLY SXXT! I know I should the best way to figure out what I really want related to that guy is to first meditation then ask my heart for an answer. An answer from your brain is not the best answer. It just a compromise with fantasizing with so-call reality. Reality is something you decide how to experience by your own. It’s all you. You decide how to react to certain things, certain people, and certain circumstances. No, no one can decide how the experience something but yourself. When your mom yells at you, you can decide (or you just go being a no brainer and let whatever happen) to yell back at her and indulge in your own anger, or to take a deep breathe, look at her raged face like watching a soap opera. It’s your decision, really. Take 2-3 seconds before bursting anything out of your mouth. Ok, back to the track. So, I felt my 4th chakra was blocked by something. Some idea just came to me, and I went to my bath room and started to draw a bath. I head back to my rooms and grabbed whichever rose quartz and put them into the water. After I soaked myself into the bathtub, I felt some much better in a second. My 4th chakra started to open again. I felt empowered and had more strength to continue on what I was doing- creating a website for people to send love message to others (it’s love2earth.com. I hope to launch it in early February).
There are some other ways to absorb the love energy from rose quartzes. My crystal healing master put several rose quartzes in the filter pitch. Whenever you are consuming water directly or for cooking, you are taking in the energy. Brilliant! Of course, you can always hold the crystal in your hands and make intent to receive the energy. Or, just put it (them) on your 4th chakra, the middle point between your two nipples. But, no matter whatever you do, just remember to clean your crystal afterwards. You can hold the crystal under the running cold water, make intent for it to be clean, and think of something you really love from the bottom of my heart. The rumor is that don’t think of sex. Or, for rose quartzes, you can expose them to the moonlight on the full moon night. You can always burn incense or white sage and circle your crystal clockwise above it until you feel comfortable. The last but not the least, you can buy aura-soma white pomander circle your crystal clockwise above it. It costs much more though.
Many people may have heard that your mind actually hold the key to your health. I really recommend a reference book called "Heal Your Body A-Z: The Mental Causes for Physical Illness and the Way to Overcome Them" by Louise Hay. I used to be a very weak kid. I caught a cold at least once a month even I live in sunshine Southern California. If you check this book, you will see that the cause of catching a cold is related to your compression of your true feelings. When you can't express your worry, sorrow, or even pain (in your heart), you will suffer from the cold.
Well, there are others. Just yesterday, I cut a bunch of garlic and chillies and held them in my hand. After about 5 minutes, I started to feel the burn on my fingers and paws. I cut these things many times. However, I only suffered from the burn for three times in my life. The first time was in the third year of my long-distance relationship, and the second time was in the six year of my long-d relationship ( yeah yeah, I had a 6.5 year long-d relationship. I was surreal). This is the third time of my life. Based on the discussion between my dear Grace and me, human beings hurt their hand when they create anger or even rage. If we further refer to the book I mentioned above, we conclude that feeling losing control of the situation is usually the cause of this anger or rage. Ok, I created this situation and my hand suffered from the burning and pain. What was my cause of the anger? Well, again, it's about love. I really like this guy yet he shows no interests in me. I know it sounds stupid to many people. Let me just say people do have different karma and would react to the same situation with differently. I always use this example: if you poke a crabfish and an elephant with the same toothpick, they definitely will have extremely different reactions. The elephant may not feel a thing, but the crabfish may feel like being murdered. When anything is related to love, my hear will react like a crabfish to the poke. Ok, back to my burning hand. I put my hand under the running water for 30 minutes. It didn't help much. Ok, what now? I don't feel being love and appreciated enough. So, it's about my 4th chakra (the heart chakra). If you want color theraphy for adding love, go for the color pink. If you need to increase the love energy, go for crystals in the pink color. I picked up one rose quartz and one pink calcite and hold each in each hand. After about 3 minutes, I felt the impulse of my hands. The feeling of burning was stronger. One thing I really need to declare here: if you want to get rid of some feeling, you have to experience it THOROUGHLY in order to do so. If you resist to face the pain, you are withdholing it somehow. It will still be there forever just you pretend you don't see it. Pretending not seeing it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. After about 30 minutes or so, I started to feel the pain was eased. I put down the crystals and I didn't feel the burn anymore. I said thank to my crystals from my heart and cleaned their energy afterwards.
Yeah, just want to say it again. Do clean your crystals after using them. Pamper them just like that they pamper you.
I've been thinking about creating a website to talk about my metaphysical experience for a long time. I am just way to lazy to start it. Finally, here I am. In two days, I am going to do tarot card reading in a flea market. My life has been different after I studied tarot card reading. And, I would like to let more people experience that. We all have fear. Fear is like a fog. It blocks our true sight. Tarot card and other tools will lead us to navigate the way through. After going through that fog, our vision will be crystal clear and our hearts will lead us to the best we always desire.
My beloved teacher/guidance and now my best friend, Grace, taught me how to look into my own heart and seek for what I really desire. Thank you, Grace. Without you, I would still be that confused bitch forever.
I know my blog name is kinda weird. Well, k9te means Kyanite. It's one of the powerful crystals I really feel connected to. 111 means making the wish come true. It's the angel's message in numbers. I wish all can listen to our heart and obtain a clear vision of what we really want. We therefore can love ourselves more, then love others, the earth, and the universe.
