Epistaxis...Ugh? It's nosebleed in English, my love. Ok, I almost didn't have it. Maybe once in my life and just one drop. I believed it didn't count. However, I have this case. She's my dear friend and she's only 8 year-old. She's quite mature, I have to say. She has nosebleed very often, as I heard. I met her in Avatar course and we have been best pals ever since. I refused to grow up and she can't wait to become an adult. Anyway...Her relatives have been telling me her epistaxis problem. No one knew the cause. After her nosebleed situation, she always wanted ice cream. However, eating ice cream would put her in fever. One day, in the course, we two were fooling around. She was using my laptop to draw pictures online
and all of the sudden she strated to have nosebleed. Thanks God my 2 grade next seat classmate always had that and I didn't have the panic attack. Just out of a feeling, I asked her, "do you feel any inability in your daily life?" She kept silent. I looked at her and said ( I still can't figure out how those words came out of my mouth), "you have done what you can do. Don't feel that you are just a child and have no power over the situation. You do what you can do and it's more than enough." I know she took my words. She's a very special child. Sensitive...even with great great intuition...I don't know if it's a curse or a blessing. Children with great sensitivity can feel the energy around them so well. It comes from the both sides. You can feel the positive and negative energy better than others. If a child can't handle this feeling, it may cause some symptoms and reactions from the body. In my dear friend's situation, she has nosebleed. She felt rash when she has no control over things she encountered. When someone feels rash, it indicates rapid/impulsive energy flow in the body and the person may feel some heat or rising temprature. Ok, for my friend, she went for the ice cream. It's not just something cold to cool her down. It's also sweet. Sweets have known to be able to block your feelings. For OSHO class participants, they have been asked not to eat sweets because sweets would slow down/block your awaring ability. Ohh well, for my friend, she doesn't spare herself from escaping with the sweets. She creates resistence. Therefore, she has fever after eating the ice cream. Doctors have told us that fever comes from the confrontation of your immune system and the invaders. Confrontation is a resistence force. Whenever I face a situation I don't like and start to resist it, my body temprature goes higher. If it's serious, people will call it a fever. The only way to solve this is create an acceptance. Tell yourself that you are safe and capable of handling these situation. Ohh, yeah...my dear 8-year old friend has been used to have nosebleed everyday until she took my affirmations. No bose bleed until the end of the course...Coincident? All I can say is that diseases may have general causes internally. Trying the affirm yourself with a few sentences won't give you any side effect, unlike some pills. Again, whatever helps, give it a try. Love yourself with no hesitations (I know I know...it's hard...I am still trying, too).
